Administrative Help for open consciousness

I need someone to help me with some Administrative Help
because I am not good at it at all
I can't make phone calls, I can't set meetings and castings, I can't deal with responses to ads, I can't keep contact or initiate beautiful hangouts with actors and crew, I can't look for marketing or PR.
and all of them are so so vital to any filmic endeavor.
I need someone that can understand Art for art sake, someone that is not against gay people and BDSM, someone that understands Performance Art and Zen philosophy.

It is such an immense pain not to be able to do anything because you can not connect.
My helplessness is not fully understood by me. It seems to be a forgotten trauma mixed with my fear of expectation from other and irrational fear of suspicion and misunderstanding.

There are no financial compensations. I don't make films that would make money. I make films as medicine, as a floating device, as world and meaning to live into. 

Please help me make film.
Misunderstood film
Usless film
Bad, Ugly, Stupid film
Pretentious film
Sincere film
Non-film
Experience film

I am dead without it.
'I' means - all of us, us within the I, the I of this world we try to set free.
'I' am one of those that work to open and widen new worlds. Utopias. Places without Evil. Open spaces of open heart of Open soul of open consciousness.

Pain

"If it doesn't hurt, it's not art."
"If it doesn't really, really hurt, it's not performance art."

The Producer

If you want to understand a little about what a producer is, and what he does into a film, and what are the hardships of some huge producers out there.

a beautiful film

Die Berührte 1981
Helma Sanders-Brahms
cinematography: Thomas Mauch

Acting as the Pure Pawn

Acting as an art form is a person's representation of fear of being used, of the fact that your actions will harm yourself and act as aid, without your consent and knowledge, for another one.
Having no control over your actions.
Being a pawn. Deserving to be a king.
Acting, Performing is the Freedom out of acknowledging that you have no control,
into a Protected Space.
And through that, learning how to become a Pure Pawn, to find out what you can control, learning how to accept all lack of control,
and become fully a Pawn.
A pawn that can act himself so good, so pure that can become anything.
A Pure Pawn is as a King. There is no difference.

Art as Fear

People invented Art as a safety device - a Protected Space between self and the real dangerous objects. And dangerous is anything with a will of its own. Anything that can push us out of control, into danger and loss.
- animals, people, God, nature, destiny, desires, emotions, self
- social structure, moral demands, virtues

- drawing, sculpture, dramatic writing, film, dance, architecture, sports, games
Each represents a different kind of fear.
Each one is a different kind of Space where one can meet safely with his own fears.

People consume (meet) Art only there where their fears lie in.

Protected Space

[...J]ust as individuals do, human societies tend to see what they want to see. They create national myths of identity out of a composite of historical events and fantasy narratives that, if not challenged, lead to destruction.

[...] Cultures that endure carve out a protected space for those who question and challenge national myths. Artists, writers, poets, activists, journalists, philosophers, dancers, musicians, actors, directors and renegades—that just about covers everyone in this tent tonight—must be tolerated if a culture is to be pulled back from disaster. He points out that these artist renegades serve as prophets and are therefore dismissed, labeled by the power elites as subversive. Given the harsh realities of Peter’s earlier life I would add that society’s wrath does not stop at dismissing the voices of subversives, as we know about so many who have suffered at the hands of those who would silence them.

[...V]isionary artists like Peter Schumann are our sharpest eyes, our keenest ears, our most adept linguists as they see that which has been made invisible or unwelcome, they hear the voices missing from our dominant narratives and they speak in languages that pierce unconsciousness and translate slick sound bites into nuanced and deeper understandings of our world.

from: http://www.clydefitchreport.com/2012/08/questioning-myths-bread-puppet-theaters-peter-schumann/

THANK YOU

Thank you all that made our projects possible. By remembering your presence in our projects and the things you've done, make me so overwhelmed by gratitude and amazement that so many lifes and souls, so many emotions and ideas have lived and united in QualiaFilm's videos, videos that doesn't promise you anything precise, nothing useful, nothing to be proud of. And still all of you had something to take away with you from these experiences and that is the most beautiful thing in the world. People that live for life itself and explore it as such a magnificent Jewel it is.
Thank you with all my heart.
Andrei Stefanescu


for our collaborators and participants
see our Thank You page: -------->

Financing

If you would like to help us raise some money for our projects, we would love to help you in return with our films, workshops and experiences, with explanations, insights and information about the World we work to realize.

please refer to our FINANCING PAGE here on the right ----->
or pressing the Financing word :)

Obsession

“The only difference between an artist and a lunatic is, perhaps, that the artist has the restraint or courtesy to conceal the intensity of his obsession from all except those similarly afflicted.”
– Osbert Sitwell

Ceva foarte ciudat

Ceva foarte ciudat se intimpla...
2000 de view-uri pe zi pe youtube pe 11, 12, 13 decembrie
800 pe vimeo
majoritatea din Pakistan, India, Grecia si Israel

Pe piratebay a aparut un torrent pe 11 decembrie
care a avut 600 de seederi, si 800 de leechersi si este pe toate toate siteurile de torrentzi
acum a ramas la 57 de seederi si 16 leechersi :)

Saru-mina mult Pakistanului si lui HotPena
sau oricarui domn care a provocat aceasta explozie minunata de decembrie 
:)

Cum spunea Woody Harelson intr-un film despre vicepresedinta lui McCain, 
"Everything lasts 48 hours these days"
 
https://thepiratebay.org/torrent/9332531/%5BRomanian%5DSleep_Awake_2012_WEB-DL_XviD_AC3-ET

The Absolute Nothing

Si tot in decembrie, luna exploziei acestui film, au aparut, surprinzator si citeva comentarii 
primul comment pe IMDB venit din Grecia:

se intitutleaza - the absolute nothing

"I am very sorry that i can not give zero stars to this "movie". It is the most wasted time of your life. Long, speechless shots, without meaning just to take some time and not to be a short movie. I am sorry because some people spend time and money for this "movie" and sure they love it but it is the worst movie i have ever seen and i have seen a lot of movies. The theme of the movie is so serious but the "movie" is absolutely ridiculous. Just waste of time and nothing else. Such a waste... Anyway that is just my opinion and just the way i see this film. The best way for you is to watch that "movie" and have your own opinion (if you have 65 minutes to waste). "


 iar pe Cinemagia au aparut alte commenturi:

"NU pot sa cred ca ca astia sunt actori, sau regizori, asa ceva trebuie sters de pe fata pamantului, ROMANIA TREZESTETE-TE esti plina de incompetenti, care habar nu au sa vorbeasca apai sa mai gandeasca!!! "

"Nu credeam sa existe un film mai slab decat "Aurora" lui Puiu. si totusi...regizorii romani se intrec pe sine. "

"Cum sa zic...un film care pe alocuri mi-a parut chiar interesant. Scena cu drumul spre casa lui are o incarcatura destul de consistenta. Si monologul de la inceput, cu " vreau doar sa sug pu_a, nu vreau sa salvez animalele" :)) Daca ar fi avut un plus de dinamica, ar fi fost perfect. Una peste alta, n-as zice ca am pierdut o ora aiurea. Oricum, nu va asteptati sa vedeti Casablanca; e pentru amatorii de filme mai fucked up."

Nitzsche

“No artist tolerates reality.”
-Nitzsche

McKee Method

Eminescu vs Caragiale

"Pe cind unul staruia in gindul ca buni au fost, buni trebuie sa fie si buni vor fi oamenii, celalat il incredinta ca asa sint oamenii de rind, asa au fost totdeauna si asa au sa si ramiie in vecii vecilor, unii prosti, altii misei, niste pocitanii, care rid cu pofta cind se vad insisi pe sine cum in adevar sint.
Daca cinic ii era Caragiale lui Eminescu, acesta ii era lui Caragiale un copil naiv, care-i socoteste pe ceilalti oameni la fel cu sine, si nu-si da seama ca ei sint niste imbecili, pe care nu-i iarta puterile a fi cum trebuie si ar si voi sa fie.
Doi oameni in multe privinte foarte deosebiti, care se cautau unul pe altul si se bucurau cind puteau sa petreaca un ceas, doua impreuna. Era o placere nu numai pentru dinsii, ci si pentru orisicine care vedea cum petrec impreuna"
- Ioan Slavici

at 1 inch above ground

I am not interested in presenting men and women as they are, as reality makes them be, in their total reality.
I want to show the pure stratum of them. That inner side that didn't, yet, get soiled by the human to human eternal stupid battle.
Now that I still can, that I still see the Pure Side of people, I need to form it, to describe it in some way.

My stories don't show the things "as they are", but the things in their deeper untouched isness. Is not magical or spiritual, is just something other, as simple and beautiful as any daily way of life.
The same, only at 1 inch above ground.

This inch is offensive, this inch can kill you, can scare you, can traumatize you if you are not open to it. This inch is superb but also so so so dangerous.

Reality is Ego - noise music-video